Another Sudden Thought...

I am afraid of my own thoughts.
Long back on 19th April, 2009, A Sudden Thought struck me...
with the feeling "Will I be all alone down the line of life"...

This feeling seems to prove itself...
A sudden feeling...strikes me today...

Will there ever be someone by me to share my happiness and sorrow?
Will life take me somewhere, where I can live myself
Enjoy the fresh air and breathe in peace
Will someone look at me and smile
or just shred me...with a thought "looser"!
I am clueless of what life ahead for me is...
Loneliness seems to frighten me now
where in one point of time I used to love
Ears seem to wait to hear someone speak
when I am home
Tears does not stop rolling my eyes
while I write this and still freeze in silence...

God is with me...that is the only courage...
Making me live and help me fight each day...

Thank You God!!!

---Chandamita (Copyright),
12-Jun-2013, 11:05PM